Both Sides Now

Viimased 5 nädalat on viinud mu sõpruskonnast 3 inimest, kellest kaks olid nooremad kui 30. See, et ainus hetk, mis meile antud, on SIIN ja PRAEGU, pole mingi esoteerika ega woo-doo, vaid ELU. 

Seepärast tuleb väljendada oma tõelisi tundeid, mõtteid ja soove ning teha seda, mida tegelikult teha tahame...ja seda kohe PRAEGU. 

Kõike korraga ei saa, jõua ega peagi, kuid kusagilt saab kindlasti alustada ...  

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Last 5 weeks have taken three people from my friend´s circle, two of them have been younger than 30. The saying that the only moment we ever have is HERE and NOW, is no esotericism or woo-doo, this is LIFE. 

Therefore we need to be expressing our true feelings, thoughts and wishes and do what we really want to be doing ... right NOW. 

There is no need to do everything at once but I´m sure it is possible to start from somewhere ...

BOTH SIDES NOW
Joni Mitchell

Rows and flows of angel hair and ice cream castles in the airand feather canyons everywhere, I've looked at clouds that way.

But now they only block the sun, 
they rain and snow on everyone.
So many things I would have done, 
but clouds got in my way.

I've looked at clouds from both sides now,

from up and down and still somehow.

It's cloud's illusions I recall,

I really don't know clouds at all.

Moons and Junes and Ferris wheels, 

the dizzy dancing way that you feel

as every fairy tale comes real, 

I've looked at love that way. 

But now it's just another show, 

you leave 'em laughing when you go

and if you care, don't let them know, 

don't give yourself away. 

I've looked at love from both sides now,

from give and take and still somehow

it's love's illusions I recall.

I really don't know love at all.

Tears and fears and feeling proud, 

to say "I love you" right out loud

dreams and schemes and circus crowds, 

I've looked at life that way.

Oh but now old friends they're acting strange, 

they shake their heads, they say I've changed.

Well something's lost, but something's gained 

in living every day.

I've looked at life from both sides now,

from win and lose, and still somehow

it's life's illusions I recall.

I really don't know life at all.

I've looked at life from both sides now, 

from up and down, and still somehow 

it's life's illusions I recall.

I really don't know life at all.

Meie pere naised ~ The women of our family

Meie pere naiste kokkutulek: 24 tundi Dublinis

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Women of our family: the 24-hour reunion in Dublin

Kodu on seal, kus süda on!
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Home is where the heart is!

Mõnikord ~ Sometimes

"Mõnikord tuleb Sul olla lahus nendest, keda armastad, 

kuid see ei tähenda, 

et Sa neid vähem armastama hakkad. 

Mõnikord paneb see Sind neid 

hoopis rohkem armastama."

~Nickolas Sparks~

Ma ei oska Sulle juba seepärast ei teoreetiliselt ega praktiliselt öelda, kus ma kunagi elama hakkan, kuna usun, et ükskõik kui ambitsioonikas või erinevate huvidega rahutu maailmapäästja ma ka poleks, on mu peamine eluülesanne naisena olla oma mehele toeks ja meie kodu hoidjaks ning see, kuhu me selle kodu rajame, on täiesti teisejärguline. Eks Elu peagi näitab, mis ja kuidas edasi - iga asi omal ajal:)

23. märts 2014 - minu kirjalik vastus küsimusele: 

"Kas Sa juba tead, mis Sinust peale Hispaania projekti saab ja kus Sa elama hakkad?"  

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"Et maailmas korda luua, 

peame kõigepealt looma korra oma rahva sees;
et rahva sees korda luua, 

peame kõigepealt korda seadma oma perekonnaelu;
et perekonnaelu korda seada, 

peame kõigepealt korda seadma iseenda."
~Konfutsius~